Tuesday, October 24, 2006
wee. i watched deathnote! wakaka. the monster ah. looks likeee... wakaka. lol no lah. anyway i watched deathnote on saturday, and today is monday. hari raya eve!! omg omg omg finally puasa over! which means, WEDNESDAY ROJAK DAY IS BACK!! come afi, lets indulge in our favourite meal of the week!! nyahaha. i havent done much preparations for hari raya. ive just been lazing around like a pig being the unproductive person that i already am. lol. ok so anyway just now i had p/w meeting but we ended up not doing much. just talking, but we did get some work done. i still gotta compile all those shit even though its like.... raya tmr?? whatafark. yuh okay so anyway after that i went to meet AR, walk walk here there. buka-ed at northpoint foodcourt.wee. and now im back home and i miss him. cos he never reply my msg. i think he's asleep. wakakaka. aiyah cant wait for wednesday lah. then can get to see him, and also get to eat rojakkkk. weeee. =)))))
anyway happy hari raya to everyone who is reading thiss. lap you all many manys. tataaa.
anyway happy hari raya to everyone who is reading thiss. lap you all many manys. tataaa.
1:26 AM; KATmeow.Y
Friday, October 20, 2006
haha wee intensive pw and malay oh my goodness like shit. and i miss him cos he didnt come for two days. HAHAHA. sheesh, pemalas. alah. see lah. but anyway. ive been spending time in school sleeping lah cos got so many free periods. WALAOWEH. eh then tmr supposed to go out with him but i forgot its my mum's bdae. OMG. shit lah. now i cant go out with him alr. walaoweh. die lah, i miss him lah. =( canstill go out with him lah. but malam seh. dont know lah, aiyah i'll figure something out lah. haha.
10:59 PM; KATmeow.Y
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
eh today is wednesday lah, which is supposed to be happy day. but actually kan macam very messy. duno why also. slacked the whole day lah. had malay mock in the afternoon then went to buka with afi and bad at cwp banquet. then went back tamp chill with fiz then go home. alar he not coming school tmr lah and im going to miss him. shit. why he duwan come school tmrrrrr. =( alah at least im still his sweetheart. haha. you so sweet lah. wee.
11:08 PM; KATmeow.Y
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
oo i got back econs papers and gp papers. for the first time ever i passed my econs essay but unfortunately failed my case study horribly so in the end i still get a U grade. tsk! nemind. then my gp was just as disappointing. didnt get as high as i would normally get. seriously a disgrace lah. but im not that surprised considering what happened to me the day before godamm gp paper. nemind la. not blaming not anyone, really. just disappointed with myself lah.
slacked for almost 4 hours cos all lessons were like free/easy. you know? we the chickedings went to the gallery during lunch and slept their macam BTR(budak takder rumah,by sufi) and just ACP(allconditionspossible,byleea)ed there. HAHA. but ended up sleeping for only 10 minutes cos sufi kept on making us laugh and we ended up not sleeping. lol. the day ended with us having PE. played soccer but my energy was already drained out so i wasnt so enthu about the whole thing.
what i was enthu about was going out with AR lah. haha. met him after school at ard 5 something. we went to eastpoint banquet to buka. wee. so sweet kan go all the way to the east. haha. then he sent me home la. but got scared cos my area was eerie. HAHA. so i told him nemind la no need send me. people get freaked out too lah when they see my area. hahas. he's really nice lah to have sent me all the way to my bustop. so now im writing this while waiting for him to get home so i can sleep. cos im just returning the favour by waiting for him to reach home, and of course, cos im very sweet, sweeter than him. haha.
and i miss him alr.
slacked for almost 4 hours cos all lessons were like free/easy. you know? we the chickedings went to the gallery during lunch and slept their macam BTR(budak takder rumah,by sufi) and just ACP(allconditionspossible,byleea)ed there. HAHA. but ended up sleeping for only 10 minutes cos sufi kept on making us laugh and we ended up not sleeping. lol. the day ended with us having PE. played soccer but my energy was already drained out so i wasnt so enthu about the whole thing.
what i was enthu about was going out with AR lah. haha. met him after school at ard 5 something. we went to eastpoint banquet to buka. wee. so sweet kan go all the way to the east. haha. then he sent me home la. but got scared cos my area was eerie. HAHA. so i told him nemind la no need send me. people get freaked out too lah when they see my area. hahas. he's really nice lah to have sent me all the way to my bustop. so now im writing this while waiting for him to get home so i can sleep. cos im just returning the favour by waiting for him to reach home, and of course, cos im very sweet, sweeter than him. haha.
and i miss him alr.
10:36 PM; KATmeow.Y
Monday, October 16, 2006
why issit that our generation seems to be so much under stress? i mean like. think about it, like 50 years ago, did it really matter a great deal that your girlfriend didnt want to sacrifice for you? ok, i wasnt quoting or anything. it was just a random example. as you can see actually here i am talking about our generation's boy-girl relationships.
oh my goodness. what's up with all this jealous-why-do-you-not-care-about-my-feelings thing? so the boyfriend says, 'do you not care how i feel?' and the girl goes 'you know i care, its just you that doesnt care!'. what the holy f***. why cant our generation's bgr stuff just take a break? why are we taking it so hard? erhem. ok so its fun lah to get a boyfriend or a girlfriend but why get so stressed about it.
sometimes i think about it, what happened before in my past, and i laugh at it. haha. no reason to fight also then still fight. aiyah. you know, i always have this erhm, what do you call, philosophy? theres only 2 types on joy. joy on earth, and joy on after earth (after life lah dey). so, you either enjoy yourself NOW, on earth. or later. which means you push yourself to the limit on earth to obtain happiness. or you sacrifice it for God, and end up in heaven for eternal happiness and joy. but, who knows what comes after our life on earth. its only right that we question these things cos our lives only revolve around earth and thus we are unsure of what lies beyond earth.
ok dah lah enough of philosophical talking lah. i feel like a kuku alr. okay. my point is har. lets just live our lives to the fullest, so that we dont regret anything. =))
oh my goodness. what's up with all this jealous-why-do-you-not-care-about-my-feelings thing? so the boyfriend says, 'do you not care how i feel?' and the girl goes 'you know i care, its just you that doesnt care!'. what the holy f***. why cant our generation's bgr stuff just take a break? why are we taking it so hard? erhem. ok so its fun lah to get a boyfriend or a girlfriend but why get so stressed about it.
sometimes i think about it, what happened before in my past, and i laugh at it. haha. no reason to fight also then still fight. aiyah. you know, i always have this erhm, what do you call, philosophy? theres only 2 types on joy. joy on earth, and joy on after earth (after life lah dey). so, you either enjoy yourself NOW, on earth. or later. which means you push yourself to the limit on earth to obtain happiness. or you sacrifice it for God, and end up in heaven for eternal happiness and joy. but, who knows what comes after our life on earth. its only right that we question these things cos our lives only revolve around earth and thus we are unsure of what lies beyond earth.
ok dah lah enough of philosophical talking lah. i feel like a kuku alr. okay. my point is har. lets just live our lives to the fullest, so that we dont regret anything. =))
10:46 PM; KATmeow.Y
hello sunshine! today is a very HAZY day. argh. and im sick. at least i think im going to get sick. okay. so now im sick. AHHHHHH. i need some sunshine. thank you. =))
4:15 PM; KATmeow.Y
backstage! carte (without zul n meera) on ijcopenhouse day!
12:30 AM; KATmeow.Y
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'm so happy lah. you are truly the sunshine that brightens up my day. can't wait to see you lah tmr.
10:48 PM; KATmeow.Y
today is Sunday. yesterday was Saturday. duhh. my point is today is today but i wanna talk about yesterday. yuh k?
yesterday(Saturday,aha) was IJC's open house. i was taking care of the modern dance booth. then had a dance performance thrice. siallah, so tiring. then finish at 3. slack till 4 cos still need to jaga the booth. then i left to meet AR at woodlands control.
proceeded to town. hmm. ate at ljs. watched silk. lame horror lah, srsly. then went esplanade walk2 here there. talk2. then go homeee. eh i really enjoyed my day with him lah. and i really appreciate him paying for everything too. thank you many2 lah. next week we going watch movie again. stay alive. cos actually he wanted to watch that yesterday. but then full alr. so watch something else lo. yuh k. anyway the day was okay lah. but i guess the only thing special about yesterday was that it was him whom i was going out with.
yay. lap everyone lah who has been thr for me lah. i owe all of you. muacks.
yesterday(Saturday,aha) was IJC's open house. i was taking care of the modern dance booth. then had a dance performance thrice. siallah, so tiring. then finish at 3. slack till 4 cos still need to jaga the booth. then i left to meet AR at woodlands control.
proceeded to town. hmm. ate at ljs. watched silk. lame horror lah, srsly. then went esplanade walk2 here there. talk2. then go homeee. eh i really enjoyed my day with him lah. and i really appreciate him paying for everything too. thank you many2 lah. next week we going watch movie again. stay alive. cos actually he wanted to watch that yesterday. but then full alr. so watch something else lo. yuh k. anyway the day was okay lah. but i guess the only thing special about yesterday was that it was him whom i was going out with.
yay. lap everyone lah who has been thr for me lah. i owe all of you. muacks.
2:42 PM; KATmeow.Y
Friday, October 13, 2006
hello hello.
InnovaJC is having an open house this Saturday,14th Oct. come lah all of you people muggin like mad for your Os. take a break and come lah! hahaha. and you all should also come cos im dancing. wee. and if you all dont come i'll end up dancing for ghosts. LOL. (its a joke by afi, sheesh.) LOL ok lah.
and. today is a Fridayyy. and im in geog class now early in the morning at 0711 writing this entry. LOLs. im just dead bored lahs okay.
weee. tmr SATURDAYYY. =))
InnovaJC is having an open house this Saturday,14th Oct. come lah all of you people muggin like mad for your Os. take a break and come lah! hahaha. and you all should also come cos im dancing. wee. and if you all dont come i'll end up dancing for ghosts. LOL. (its a joke by afi, sheesh.) LOL ok lah.
and. today is a Fridayyy. and im in geog class now early in the morning at 0711 writing this entry. LOLs. im just dead bored lahs okay.
weee. tmr SATURDAYYY. =))
7:15 AM; KATmeow.Y
Thursday, October 12, 2006
today har. got back my MALAY paper. pass lah. merely! 50%. omg. my malay seriously bad lah. shits. then got back my maths paper. HAHA. 70%. oh yeah. lap maths lah. but i bet you my h2s are all shit. i told afi already, if i get promoted i will blanjer her swensens. but i really want to blanjer her cos i wanna be promoted! cos next year my class get tablet pc. NYAHAHAHAHA.
ooo im so evil. all you people will still hafta die sitting in normal classrooms while we get the airrrcoonnnn. WEEE.
ooo im so evil. all you people will still hafta die sitting in normal classrooms while we get the airrrcoonnnn. WEEE.
5:42 PM; KATmeow.Y
Monday, October 09, 2006
you made my day. =)
2:52 PM; KATmeow.Y
oh today is such a happy day!
went to town with leea.lyd.ct.willy-san.ifan.
window-shopped at far-east firs with leea then met willy-san/ifan.
proceeded to cine to meet lyd/ct for buka at kfc.
CHEEZITO! ooohyeah. yummy.
then we walked around town like happy/insane people.
dropped by coffeebean taka for a drink and talked.
left town around 10.
the day was over. =(
haha. oh well. doesnt matter. today was still a happy day.
and i enjoyed it with my dear friends whom i lap very much. wee.
went to town with leea.lyd.ct.willy-san.ifan.
window-shopped at far-east firs with leea then met willy-san/ifan.
proceeded to cine to meet lyd/ct for buka at kfc.
CHEEZITO! ooohyeah. yummy.
then we walked around town like happy/insane people.
dropped by coffeebean taka for a drink and talked.
left town around 10.
the day was over. =(
haha. oh well. doesnt matter. today was still a happy day.
and i enjoyed it with my dear friends whom i lap very much. wee.
12:18 AM; KATmeow.Y
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,What happened?
You were a priority, Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
12:01 AM; KATmeow.Y